Spirit is willing but the flesh is weak

People u know people u dont its all a matter of what u do when
and how u do it.people u dont know, like sum people u probably dont
care and dont want 2 know them or get out of ur so called comfort
zone and venture out into the worldenous of unforgotten memories
and lifeless trustfunds.

I know with me at least, im fine with where i am, still want 2 get
deeper with God and keep domin8ing but getting knew friends, and
trying sumthing new? im not down with that.

im sure alot of people arent. We see people
everyday who we dont know enithing about, or where they are at.
We see people we do know, and commuicate with them, hopefully
fairly enough 2 keep a strong relationship going. I try 2 do that.

But when God ses "no i dont think so" and tells you that u gotta
do better and more than you are doing at the moment then
u gotta seriously look at wats going wrong and where you can improve
and wat He wants you 2 do.

sumtimes he may say that sum of our relationships are not going
"according 2 plan" and we need 2 sort them out.

We all say Oh yes when God speaks to me and tells me wat 2 do i'll
do it-for sure. but will you really? hav u ever bn in that situation
when God tells you 2 do sumthing and u doubt it? or arent sure if
it was him?

I'll tell u sumin he tells me lots of things, all about stuff, things,
people, places. its all good. and i try 2 listen my best and obey his
every command. That seems easy but try it in the real world, with
people u would never in your wildest nightmares think of socializing
with. people who take drugs, watch porn, swear, drink, blaspheme
the list is endless.

I see people God has revealed to me that i hav or am gona hav a "bad"
view of them and i try to fix that. i see these people and judge them in my
uncontrollable mind, and try not 2 think about where they are going
in life, and what they are rather wat they arent gonna accomplish in
their pathetic lives. oops did i say pathetic i ment historic, God praising,
Spiritual, God glorifying, compessmentus lives. yes its possible.

u think not? i thought that to. but after looking at quite alot of people
at my church i can see that they were ALL there. Drinking, drugging
the rest goes on, and i see people 2day doing those things who seem like
normal natural people just living their lives o but thats only wat they
portray at skewl, and out of skewl? well lets just say that shall be
"undisclosed"

I keep thinking to myself over and over again there is no-way that they
will ever enter the gates of heaven, and the kingdom of the Almighty one.

But its possible, believe it or not, i've seen it happen. they say "change is good"
i say amen to that! it is and we can do it ourselves in out lives, our relationships,
our morals, our standards, or spirituality! its all good. getting better time
and time again. change is good except when its bad. oo absorb that one.

change is good. it happens. but with the good comes the bad. from being up
there with the Alpha and Omega then being on the oppisite side of the scale
just like that! a couple of weeks, days, hours is all it takes. i've seen it happen
quite recently and it gives u a not-so-fuzzy feeling inside.

again they can still make it back again, which after alot of prayer and patience
it happended. i seem 2 change my thoughts and doctrine quite alot but its all
good learning knew things, receiving revelations and knowing more of God.

I want 2 challenge you that its not about how deep you are or how deep you can go
but its wat u do with it that counts. you can be all high and mighty, mr.spiritual
but do u ever branch out? out that comfort zone? i dont. but im more than willing.

just remember matthew 26:41 "the spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak." so wat
you say should be wat u do, so keep a tight hold on that tougue.it can destroy sum1
with the drop of a hat. i've seen that 2. i've seen alot of things, and hav lots more 2
see and i cant wait. but with the good, comes the bad. so beware.

he is out there, watching your every step, tempting you, tricking you, making you
believe false doctrines, keep a close hold of yours and dont sway too easily,
like me.