Leave me be...

Man down
Alone scared left in the darkness,
waiting for them all.
When will He rescue me,
can you exclude me from this mess?
Trusting a weapon of choice,
to get me through the battle.
Judgement upon me arrises,
can I survive it on my own?
I tell myself yes,
yet the doubt is still there.
Rewriting my life for you,
can it be a familier pattern?
Light of me,
light from you.
Alluminate me so i can choose,
Your heart over mine.

This is really good, keep writing.
hey! thanx*