matric

Im just starting my last year at high school this week and already I cant wait for it to end. I have had to decide what to study where to go what to do etc for my tersiary education vibez, and it has been hard but just the other day it all clicked! what im doing, where im going and hopefully, when im going! talking many a cloud photo as usual, they look so amazing in places where I live. God's glory is on display all the time, just notice it. I believe that when we look ahead to things in life, even if its something that we are preparing to enjoy eg: lunch time or something more difficult to enjoy eg: studying, we have a pre-conceived notion or a presentiment about it. So regardless of what God has planned, we have our own ideas, which in actual fact I regretably confess that it is human to be like that. but why? maybe its because we are made to anticipate various things and occasionally react to them before they have manifested. Sometimes I find myself reacting in a particular way to absolutely nothing because I acted in advance and it never came. Was it going come, or was it my incorrect judgement? If it was never there my so called intuition failed me miserably. Denial is the most predictable of all human responces just to let you know that so next time you think, "oh it cant be" or, "never, not in my town" think again.