matric work is gang hard

hey matric is really hard at the moment so all i've been doing this week from 3 in the afternoon til sometime at night is doing work, which is a real change 4 me as i have been rapidly shifted out of my oh so comforting zone into a fast pace realtiy were i have responsibilities and things to get through. its hard and i dont deserve to do well, no matter how hard i study, i dont deserve to accomplish anything of worth - but only by the love of God can i do anything of worth and receive Him in a new fulfilling way. He is deserving, He is the only one.
God bles5.
dan