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**Heres another i Guess...**

Eleven thirty
Lifes one last thought
Bought in one instant
Lives change forever

My world turned upside down
Cannot control His love
Its incomprehensible
Death has become life

Slavery to myself
Whilst being hid in the darkness
Blinded from truth
Through unappreciated lies

Have I learnt my lesson?
Whats to change
Do I look back on the past?
Whats to leave out

My dissociation from the one I love
Has cost me my freedom
Intentioned driven life
Consequently who believes?

Deciding which way is which
Discretion or discernment
Filling up with death
Blank pages ruined my life

Help I cried out for
Grace demonstrated power
Automatically
My faith was bolstered

Looking back
Choosing life changed mine
Reminiscing
For all He’s worth

Oops Barcelona won Champions league!! who woulda thought? 

Essence is something

**I wrote this poem a long while ago, I never knew I could write like this... but anyways here it is, let me know what u think**

lives of enduring love
grace surpasses our failure
looking to the skies for a glimpse of hope
my sundried heart still thirsts

a faith untroubled
a will unhindered
selflessness is the gateway to humility
justice will be demonstrated accordingly

disobedience sparks furry
whilst fear drives me further away
my attention shifts away as
i begin to stumble

the pressures of a life to the full
potentially being the best I can be
circuming to the efforts of the flesh
has the will of the almighty been carried out?

time ticks on till death do us part
or will the vow of one involve us all?
concentrating on change
we forget who’s staying the same

representing a begotten man
traipsing through each new day
too afraid to act on instinct
too afraid to give myself up

complicated lives of few
illustrated beings of course
willingly allowing their paths to venture
out into the decorated desert

i want to be all I can be
i choose gain not loss
yet loss so active in me
is the one way for me to gain.