Hello Wisconsin!

I woke at 6:01am this morning, having to attend tennis practice, it was cold and early but i trudged my way there instead of procrastinating and thinking up more excuses. On arrival, knowing we may have a new coach i was unsure of what to expect and notice only one person on the court. After a few minutes another arrives and another, stacking us at four people, to the expected 8. Our coach somehow new my name and said she has the same surname as me, which was even more unexpected, moving along swiftly we had to warm up & stretch! which I never do! So already things were looking interesting. But all in all i enjoyed myself and realised how much i need to practice more.

So i guess in retrospect i look back on today with a changed heart, or do i? my life, my purpose, my vision, hopes dreams and aspirations all wrapped into one fulfilment of a promise to a man called Abraham.

Love came
fought fairly and
He took what was His
won over His belongings
Isnt ready to leave
just yet

blessings.

its like its all empty but full at the same time. like somethings missing but everything is all there at least you hope so! i used to feel like this 

matric

Im just starting my last year at high school this week and already I cant wait for it to end. I have had to decide what to study where to go what to do etc for my tersiary education vibez, and it has been hard but just the other day it all clicked! what im doing, where im going and hopefully, when im going! talking many a cloud photo as usual, they look so amazing in places where I live. God's glory is on display all the time, just notice it. I believe that when we look ahead to things in life, even if its something that we are preparing to enjoy eg: lunch time or something more difficult to enjoy eg: studying, we have a pre-conceived notion or a presentiment about it. So regardless of what God has planned, we have our own ideas, which in actual fact I regretably confess that it is human to be like that. but why? maybe its because we are made to anticipate various things and occasionally react to them before they have manifested. Sometimes I find myself reacting in a particular way to absolutely nothing because I acted in advance and it never came. Was it going come, or was it my incorrect judgement? If it was never there my so called intuition failed me miserably. Denial is the most predictable of all human responces just to let you know that so next time you think, "oh it cant be" or, "never, not in my town" think again.

TOP 5

Hey havent posted in a while but here is a little thought that has entertained my mind for a while; I worked out the "TOP 5 MOST DISGUSTING PUBLIC THINGS". ranging from anywhere to anywhere, they are yeah well here they are:

1. You know the good old door nob yes it sounds not to bad but seriously people with upwashed hands and food etc etc have just grabbed and twisted it all over, not nice. The real problem is knowing all this but not being able to do anything about it, you gotta touch them!

2. the lid of a bin it is where we are supposed to put our rubbish but if you think about it, its where people have just eaten and havent cleansed their hands, and touch it eeerrr its disgusting!

3. the infamous banister of a staircase or handrail or escalator rail. They are everywhere. the shops, apartments, office building even inside lifts! these are touched everyday by thousands of people and probably dont get cleaned very often, even at all.

4. number four, the public shower. you know at the gym or in a public bathroom. You can even get athletes foot passed on through those showers!

5. The worst by far are those plastic shower curtains that stick to your body when you enter those showers, they never go where you want them to go and they are always a dim mustard colour with faded flowers. stay away, even if it means not showering for weeks!

Thank you 4 listening to my pearls of wisdom. if you have any other "top disgusting public things" - please leave a comment.